My first time to leave early in school

Yesterday morning in the school, don't know why I just can't stop sneezes. I felt very ill and I'm so hoped that I can have a rest like sleep in my warm bed. So, I decided to go home when the rest time at last. I went to school office to get the letter, and there is a teacher asked me some question. It's after 1 period, so maybe I look better already.

"Yes, what do you want to do?"

"I'm not felling well, I want to go home."

"Why? You look well! Why you want to go home?"

I didn't answer the question and also I don't know how to answer, although I looked better, but I still tired to explain. So, I just took the paper and started to find the two teacher needed to sign the letter. It save me a lot of work because the discipline teacher was standing outside the office.

"Sir, can you please sign this?"

"What is this?" and he had a look at the paper

"Why? U nampak ok saja." (the same question)

"I catch a cold and I'm not felling well"

Don't know why, maybe he was in good mood, he didn't ask anymore question, just signed the paper.

The next teacher I had to find was my class teacher, she is the most "snake" teacher in the school, so maybe she don;t want to responsible in this kind of thing, so, she asked me some weird question.

"Ya? Anything?"

"I want to leave early, so teacher can you please sign this letter?" (I started to feel regret to ask her to sign, I supposed to ask this week duty teacher to sign.)

"Why? What's wrong with you?" look at the paper, "jsut catch a cold only, you really want to go home?"

I didn't answer the question.

"Whose sign this for you?"

"Cikgu Rosli"

"Is that really his signature?" She still don't want to sign the letter.Damn!!

I don't know how to answer... Finally, she signed like she had been fooled to sign the letter. But, I think she is the kind of "kia si" and irresponsible teacher, she don't want to get in trouble.

Do I have to be seen like I was going to die if I don't go home now, then only they will believe? Even the principal also the same, my mum is already there, there is impossible I lied to my mum too or my mum is helping me to lie, but he still want to ask "Are you really sick?" What a stupid question!! "Why? You look healthy this morning." Maybe he want to show that he care about the students in front of our parent. If he wants to act like care about us, why not give some regard like "Take a good rest or be more careful"? Even "drink more water" is better.

Last Saturday, it was the first time I held a guitar in my hand after seventeen years I born... If not mistaken that was the second time for me to play a musical instrument.. The first thing I had learnt is how to press the string, but I feel that my four fingers are like four pieces of wood.. It is hardly to say, but obviously I failed to do it.. So sad..

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